Entries for February, 2008

February 2nd, 2008

2 nights before I turn 25

I was supposed to go to Tagaytay last night to celebrate my birthday. But the friend who will take me there suddenly said that he couldn't because his grandma was rushed to the hospital.

Now, everything is just like an ordinary weekend. It seems that there's nothing on Tuesday. 

 

Posted by darkthoughts at 02:51 PM in crazy me | whisper it to me

February 4th, 2008

i'm 25 years old!

Wow... It's my birthday today and everybody has greeted me for the whole day in the office. But it's just now that I've realized that I'm already 25 years old. Quarter a century old!

Now what do I do?

Posted by darkthoughts at 04:22 PM | 5 whispered

February 6th, 2008

quotes

the joy of having a gift is not really on the gift itself, but on the fact that the giver thought about what to give you, made an effort on thinking of what you want.

a flower given to a girl is of no purpose if the giver just gave it because she asked for it.

Posted by darkthoughts at 10:07 AM in poetry | whisper it to me

February 10th, 2008

27 Dresses

I watched this movie last Tuesday with a colleague. The story was just simple and predictable- a girl who never said no to a request from her friends and family and who was always daydreaming about her own wedding, finally stands up for what she wants and for her happiness. Yes, I was able to relate to Jane. I'm not a do-gooder like her, but I am always a hopeless romantic: always daydreaming about my own wedding and marriage, always in love with weddings, always teary-eyed after reading a romance novel or watching a romantic movie, and always weaving a love story that could be mine. Although I don't have a collection of bridesmaid's dresses, I was able to say, "Hey, that girl is me." - at an exaggerated level, of course.

Believe me, I tried so much to change my perspective on love and falling in love. But I've never changed. Maybe this perspective makes me who I really am. Maybe I just have to wait.

I just hope I don't have to wait until I turn 30 though...

 

Currently feeling: sleepy
Posted by darkthoughts at 03:24 PM in crazy me | whisper it to me

I Could Not Ask for More by Edwin McCain

This is THE song I've always wanted to hear from a guy. Maybe I'll ask God if He could make this as a sign. If a guy sings this for me while staring into my eyes, he will be the person I'll be with for the rest of my life. --Nah, too childish. Regardless of what purpose the song will serve, I just simply love hearing this.

Lying here with you,
Listenin' to the rain,
Smiling just to see,
The smile upon your face,
These are the moments,
I thank God I'm alive,
These are the moments,
I'll remember all my life,
I found all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need,
Everything you are,
Is everything to me,
These are the moments,
I know heaven must exist,
These are the moments,
I know all I need is this,
I have all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have's come true,
Yeah right here in this moment,
Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .

These are the moments,
I thank God I'm alive,
These are the moments,
I'll remember all my life,
I've got all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more. . .

Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have's come true,
And right here in this moment,
Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .

I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for . . .
And I could not ask for more,
I could not ask for more.

Currently feeling: geeky
Posted by darkthoughts at 03:34 PM in gugmang giatay, crazy me | 2 whispered