the life of a deviant mind

This is where I will keep my stupid thoughts, crazy ideas, depressing experiences, embarrassing moments and foolish dreams. Somebody said I'm a cynic. Another told me I'm the most evil woman he has ever met. My friends tell me I'm crazy. A photographer described me as 'smart and strange'. what the hell am I? Who the hell am I? I had always hoped that people can understand me, but I don't count on it. My life is an ordinary tragedy. Tears overflow, wounds bleed and heal, moments become memories, laughter starts and fades, love comes and goes...